- Which one of the sad parts ?
- The saddest one ..
- The one where you gave up ?
- Gave up on what ?
- Everything.. Nothing is here anymore. Don’t you see ? you dropped everything away, you’re alone. you just don’t care as you used to.
- You said alone? Being alone never meant being lonely, there’s a huge difference.
- What about caring ?
- I’ve learned something from John Green’s Book « Will Grayson » : I don ’t really understand the point of crying . Also, I feel that crying is almost—like, aside from deaths of relatives or whatever—totally avoidable if you follow two very simple rules: 1. Don ’t care too much . 2. Shut up.
- But I know you, I know that you can’t live without caring someone, no matter who he is.
- That’s why I owe an apology to someone, a priceless one.
- Who ?
- I'am gonna say sorry for someone, someone who got hurt a lot, someone who deserved being happy and loved but wasted time on caring people who are not worth it instead, someone who sacrified his life to save other’s one. I'm gonna say sorry for "ME".
I'm sorrry for damaging you, I'm sorry for making your heart suffers a lot for loving wrong persons, I'm sorry for making you dropping tears all nights till your pillow get wet, I'm sorry for all those fake friends, I'm sorry for making you feeling guilty for things you never did, I'm sorry for giving trusting, believing and eventually getting disappointed. I'm sorry for breaking your dreams, I'm sorry for not giving a second chance, I'm sorry for making you feel weak, useless and forgotten sometimes.
I'm sorry for not believing in you lately.
Dear ME, I'm REALLY so sorry. And with all what we went through together, I just realized that we were born to win this worldy life, to fight for happiness, to conquer , to rise like the sun. And to love, love and love ourselves, a LOT.
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